upset to the max at the moment!
y! sigH!...fri nite! remember ! i didnt do anything! n gosH! guess wat!
takeshi's in town! he's at leicester odeon west end!! argH! y did i missed that!! Y!..y did i stay home..i should be out tat day but i chose to stay home! gosH!...wat else can i say! no fate la! issit! argh!...anyways! sigH! i'm wondering...wondering if he's still in town nw! or has he went off to LA...they say he's going early nov..but tmr ie..mon is nov! so tat's earLY!!!!!!! nov! hw i wish their early would be like 3rd ...4tH!..juz hope he's still here..but so wat! i also wont see him..cos no idea wat the hell are his hectic schedules like! so sigH! juz plain sad!...

cant believe yesterday's weather was like great ..w suN!...yup..u seldom get any sun when winter is here~ ...the warmth of the sun n the cold breeze..its actually v comfortable n it cheers ya mood...but today it's diff..a typical london 'fine' weather day! like my fren say! the english weather.. -_-''' it's cloudy!..gloomY! cold..and at 5..it's dark!..yup..i didnt realised tat yesterday..but today it's so obivous..but soon....by 4..it'll be dark..like 8.. i'll lose that time sense again..cos it's always changing here..there's y u reallY do nd a watch here..anyways...
yeaHHooo..the delivery is here..hohoho....i muz start to do smthing lalalala..hmmm dunno..juz feel bored n empty..wondering y is that so..i guess i know y..cos i'm thinking too much..but aiya...hw can i stop thinking...hmm..tired la..i guess ..yah lo..hmm..anyways...
i've been eating too mucH! i'm screaming inside when i weigh myself...n therefore..i nd to start w my diet damn sooN! i nd to think wat to do w my diet ..all e bad eating habbits ..sigH
the clumsy me nearly squashed my little toes......cos of the stoopid door..suddenly came banging onto me when i'm fixing the printer..sigh..hw dumb can i can? extremelY!! tat's so sad...
ok n my flu...seems ok nw..cos havent sneeze yet! ..hmm..but my throat is itCHy..*scratch*! hahahaha..hmm..today at picadilly...the virgin store..dunno y ne..got so manY! ppL! opp the street standing onto anything HIGH enough...to see..there's police everywhere..i wonder which big star is there..i also dunno..cos cant be bothered to go over, get squashed n get blocked by those tall angmos...so i cont my way to chinatown...so i juz hope is not takeshi..hahaha..
ok..nw...it's 9! time has changed! o..i think i mentioned it yesterday..ok..nw i'm thinking...dinner? yes..no? no?? yes?? hmmm

feel like there's communication breakdown ...dunno hw to explain..but yah la...
aiyaa..dunno wat to say..there see..i told u..communication breakdown..ok..i'm stopping here then..sigH!...

btw..my lect said...any decision is good..cos it's better than nothing..-_-"" hmm yah la..got decision is better than no decision...

gone*

hi..bloggie..
i'm bored..n i've got nothing to blog..but here i am..for no reason at all..yes i've received my provisional license..but u knw wat..i'm scare...all of a sudden..i'm afraid..to drive? i wonder..maybe because those drivers over here is horrible..but ..yah..i think i shouldnt waste anymore precious time..will call AA tmr...

yes my life is so not happening..eat slp slack..so hopeless..n i've got exams in 2 wks time...2 pieces of assignment to be in in 3wks time..yet i'm still staring blankly at this tabulas ...aiya..anyways...so frm tmr..I MuST start doing my assignments...

argH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O shit..i juz remembered i'm supposed to re-write an emaiL! o man!...previously that mail went on mia..wow..tat mail so happy..i typed so muchie one wor..sigh..nvm..tmr write another one...nw really cannot tahan... sian la...

yes! they should simply change their name to air POLLUTANT!..

1. they dun smell good! artificial killing smell..causing all the headache...choking me to die..almost..*w my windows open nw*

2. they're not environmental friendly! ..wat the hell...

3. since it's artificial n they aint environmental friendly..i'm sure they're not good for health toO!...cos the smell gives me headache n nw worse..feel like puking!...

nw ppl..will anyone..kindly tell me y they use this? when it's so bad?
when it's not at all useful....u see even if the shit or the garbage stinks..it's only that moment...the smell goes away fairly quickly..but this air "fresheners" stays for'ever' ...*i'm nw drowning*..dying soon..cos of the smell..i wonder who always spray it along the corridor..causing the smell to come into the hse..spray it in ya flat if u wan! ...if not give me a fucking good reason wat so good abt it...sorry if u're being nice to make the corridor smells better but i dun think so la...i wonder who? hmm..or issit the building's cleaner? who!!! ..anyways!? yah! y ppl like air pollutant...

can things be erased? sometimes i hope i can be erased from this earth.. from everything like i nva exist~ haha..but i guess it doesnt matter cos i'm nothing....
ok..i nd to do my assignment ..

heyhey~..
xmas lightings are up along regent street..hee..w the cold weather n the lights...n those xmas trees n xmas sales...niCE! where's my xmas turkeY! heyhey! wait..it's still early..only 8nov nw! stop dreaming...still got lots of wrk to do! n those xmas lightings reminds me the choir days!!...
dwee...xiao mei..remember those times we practice for caroling~...remember the xmas light-up 95!! when we're in sec one..then carolg @ the goodwood park hotel ...the bugis silverstreet? issit competition..n so on ..i miss choir...anyways..yes!not xmas yet!..

wells..went to uni today! hmm..to check the sch fees...anyways..dun wanna mention..so pissed w that woman! kns!..then went to topshop hehehe..wanna try the coat i saw the other time..but when i see it again i didnt like it tat much...cos not exactly wat i wan..so..didnt get...sigH!..

i dunno wats wrong w me? like last nite..i couldnt slp! wah lau! can die man! i went to bed at ard 3? then watch tv...after tat tried to slp! but..CANT! gosh!...toss n turn till wat..6++ i was really going mad tat moment...y la! these few days dun feel quite rite..maybe pms! ..argh..sian..ok..i'll go relax..but i'm v relax nw..infact i think i'm too relax hahaha...ok..maybe i should do some wrk!..yeaH!H!H...ee..but so boring..no choice..still gotta do! ok! off to 埋頭工作.....

yeaH!..tmr is THE day! hehe..first driving lesson ..not exactly..cos i did some yrs ago when i'm in sg..so wells..tmr will still be THE first lesson..haha..in uk haha..scare!..ok no big deal! juz driving..ppl can make it so can i hahahah..
yes trying to psycho myself ..
wells..i'm not a good gal today! i skip lect....not tat i wanted..i pack..went out...tot of going to chinatown then back to uni..then on my way to uni..gosh! headache ...wanted to bang my head to the beautifully tiled walls...but yah la..of cos i didnt..then also hmm aunt came..so decided to go home instead..so tat's y i'm here blogging..otherwise i should be in lect..so tonite i better study! ..u knw exams come..nihongo no testo.. die la..havent memories the katakana..or issit hiragana..watever i have to memories both..so..yah..hmm....
funny takeshi! i read frm some forum..saying tat he ask local ppl y everyone wants londonbridge to fall whawha...so lame..but funny..i also wanna knw..
*puke* the headache is killing...i wanna puke liao ..but i'm hungry..sigh..ironic...lalalalala..i'm so bored..sigh!..sigh!..ok...i should go find smthing to eat whahwahwhah...

*london bridge is falling down..falling down..falling down
london bridge is falling down
my fair lady~*

哈 哈 哈~...
實在好玩~!!..那麼久沒開車了...在上課前還真的很緊張呢..
想到要在路上開..腳不知不覺的發軟~
不過真的還不錯..爽啊!!!突然想到machi 的歌..雖然不是特別喜歡..因為他們很愛大大聲說machi!!!每次都好象非得嚇我一跳才行..
我的instructor 是個黑人...叫terry...還挺好的...
我幾時才能拿到車牌呢...
超期待的!!
好了~ 有點餓-_-""" 不過快要4am了..hmmm...
明天要加油!! 因為日語下個禮拜就要考試了..完蛋!!!

真的是累﹗﹗有聽過打噴嚏到累的嗎...
真的很累﹗..鼻子都要掉了..一直這樣流鼻水..一直這樣ahHhchHO!ooooo
好喇..夠了喇...
there's something i cant decide..still thinking abt it ..should i? *argh* y are there so many things i gotta consider in making a decision for that..so irritating..shall i juz go ahead ..and see hw it goes? n then decide..maybe..aiyO..煩呢!..
好又要回去努力一下了﹗﹗
がんばって がんばって！！！

Special msg dedicated to
adeline
thank yoU~..hehe

here i wanna bless my dears with good health!...
esp my popo!! parents!! gorgor!! & dear pals~!

dry...skins cracking..lazy to apply lotion..
exam on thurs...blog..cos lazy to study..
listening to music..syz's 奔..yes..奔..aiyo..i wanna run .....AWAY..
hmm..movie..i wanna watch..sharktale..havent seen there...*ARGH*
shld i watch it tmr? or study? but hmmm..let me check the time for tmr..
so much to do.. but lazy..lame..damn..no mood..
la la la la elmo's song..haha..my fren ask if i'm ok today!
she tot i'm crazy n boring cos i'm going all LALA n LULU~
luckily i've got music now..otherwise..i'll really go crazy..thanx to music...
i wanna dance nw..yes pineapple i'll come soon!..after the nxt 2 wks of assignments ..i'll come ..i promise!..
"yes..i choose this way" (syz - 奔
actually there's nothing to write..ok..weather..COld...but i'm home..so Ok..haha..but y issit not snowing yet..where's mY WHITE SNOW!!!!!!!!! hmmm,..hope its gonna snow again this yr..then Yuppie!...when u think it'll snow...hope in jan..hoho..cos i'm free then..to pLAY! wHooPie...
syz's tong lei sound so sad~~~~...
n slow...sad.. but i think nice ar...
ok..nothing to say..bye

damN!...i cant slp again..wat kinda rotten life is this? *bad slping habits*..sigh! ...hopeless..so i decided not to slp..since i've got class at 10..n nd to get up at 8.....n nw..yes it's 7+...so no point slping...
+ i'm hungry nw..i shall cook smthing later..but argh! i hate my slping habbits haha..but wat to do~ ...i also dunno hw to change it..cant help..i juz love the nite...silent silent nite!...
n perhaps ..my brain cant stop thinking..aiyo..killing man! ...
tat's y ..nw i'm listening to loud music..w earphone..to stop my brain frm going crazy hahahaha..yes i knw i'm still typing here..but haha..stop going frm crazy doesnt mean i cant use my brain..
ok..i nd to go find smthing to eat soon..no..b4 tat i shall listen to music first whahwaha....waste some time.....okie..then eat..then get ready then daigaku~..yup...
sigh~ ...
yes ...*cold*..cant no slp..:S but actually i'm still v energetic~ so heehee

yes..i'm still awake haha...i'm so slpy!! nw..no actually sin this morning ..esp during lessons...no slp gives me the floating feel..so haha..weird~...so! me shall go to bed SOON!..cos i dun think i can tahan anymore..n tmr got driving...so nd to slp!..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
o ...

jan!! hapPy birthday to ~U

词曲：作词：易家扬　作曲：李偲菘

雨后的城市　寂寞又狼狈
路边的座位　它空着在等谁

我拉住时间　它却不理会
有没有别人　跟我一样很想被安慰

风　停了又吹　我忽然想起谁
天　亮了又黑　我过了好几岁

心　暖了又灰　世界　有时候　孤单的很
需要另一个同类

爱　收了又给　我们都不太完美
梦　作了又碎　我们有几次机会　去追

不晓得为甚么爱
又稀少又昂贵

云在半空中　被微风剪碎
回忆也许美　可是正在飞走对不对

12 hrs of slp..yes i'm back n wide awakE!! had driving today!..woah! so stress..cos he made me drive on the stoopid traffic jam road...tired man! stop go stop go stop go..should have juz take auto car! but..hmm..manual better la! hahah..
wells..i am ok..AM supposed to be studying nw ..but haha...i'm slacking like nobody's biz..wellz anyways it's really nobody's bz! haha...
yes! the previous entry is syz's lyrics!recently dunno Y also! love this song!...her album got a few not bad songS!..so this 同類...給我一種...哈哈﹗ 很同類的感覺﹗不同怎麼說...不知是說喜歡曲或是詞...可能是編曲編的好...聽了有很傷感的感覺~..有點哪個年代? 就很久以前...大概五﹐六十年代~的感覺﹗﹗或更就以前..上海灘那樣~ 不過不是在舞台上唱..之要那個年代就好~哈哈﹗
要和"花樣年華"那樣~~慢慢的..銀幕那樣的顏色....就差不多是那種感覺了..不好意思在這裡發夢了~...
ok..i better go take my shower~ studY!..then ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ....

今日日本語のテストをします。(hahahah..dunno this sentence correct anot)
anyways! yes! today i've got a jap exam~ was ok! but got headache that time..was killing..-_-!
well my sensei ask me y didnt go for class last wk..so paiseh! cos of headache also anyways~..then i realised that i missed alot..aiy!O..so much to go learn nw! die!..anyways this wkend n whole of nxt wk i muz really start doing my proj proposal n the ...the..wat is that..watever la ..treat it as essay~..
yes ..today was reallY! damn cold! so cold ..freezing like crazy! plus i didnt bring my umbrella! so it's freezing cold n then raining smmore..but i dun like to bring umbrella..dun like to carry umbrella...the wind is so strong..like it's gonna break the umbrella any sec...n w or w/o umbrella u'll still get wet..cos the wind is so strong...sigh..so forget abt the umbrella...wohhoOo..juz nw check the weather again..it says sat would snow...hope it really does! then shuang ar!
ok even since i'm back frm uni today i'm slping..slacking..listening to music! best pasttime..but thinking that i've got so much to do is a pain! ...looking at the printer makes me feel worse..cos i've not print out my research materials to read..sigh!...i shall do it! ...hmmm..okie! so juz hope i did well for the exam..cos ..hmm..i tot was quite ok...thou the katakana part was abit hmmm..but still can make it i hope..wellz..niteY! ppL!..i shall go hmm..slack? or wrk? we'll see...

i juz remembered last nite's nitemare..was terrible n scarY!...
in the nitemare..there's this stoopid freaky weirdo bird!! tat bites n scratch ppl all the time..n it seems like they understand wat humans saying...
so..it's like tat..i was watching this badminton match~ like hw we use to cheer for our sch team..then dunno frm WHERE?? came this big..ugly..bird...the bird's scratching me..and worse dunno y cant chase it away..then my fren said...aiY!O...careful dunno will eat human anot...then dunno y!!!!! the stoopid bird tried to chew n tear off moi skin .....eeeeeeee i hate birds...its freakY..
did i not mention b4 a little tiny small innocent looking bird attacked me for dunno wat reasoN!...tat happened in melb ..flagstaff garden!..went there to do my still image wrk! then while waiting for my frens...i saw this bird ...on the floor..then suddenly it juz came towards my face ...scratched my face..corner of moi eye..so near to my eyes man! scare me! then flew off..damN! fucking..wat's the problem w bird..esp those in MELB! stoopid birds..come attacking ppl n also flying damn low..even in city..dun they knw they'll knock ppL!
sigH! i should really get started w my assignment..

gosh! assignments..y are there things called assignments! i really have no idea wat to write n i'm feeling sleepy all the time..i think i'm trying to escape from the assignments! hahaha so either slping..or i'll be looking for food gosH! after the assignment i'll be liike a *PIG*
thou i am one already!sigH!..sigH!...
ok la..should go back to my ASSignment!..help someone! who's gonna be nice??hahah

yeAH!...i've finally completed the assignments...
sun - tue did dg 202...then frm wed - today did dg 201...yeh heyY!...lalala..lalalal..i'm a free bird..erm..wait..thou i've still got another 2 to go..but yeah heY!...for these fews i'm free..n the other two assignments..i can take my time to complete..wellz juz gotta finish them b4 my xmas break..ie 17 dec..HO!Ho..whOoopiie..
tmr..will be a short trip day to my fren's place..hOH!O...can relax..go to the beach..but winter...go to the beach for wat man...*freeze awakening wind* but nvm...can relax ne!..o n i got back the results for jap..wOooohhOoo..2nd ok..mai siao siao~..but for the nxt exam in jan..not quite sure abt tat..that person who got 1st was angmo..i think french..my fren used to be her classmate..then i told her yesterday..she say y i didnt get higher marks ..to help her so called revenge..*faint*..haha...so yah...she say nxt time i muz..then i'm like -_-"""" orr..ok..
finally i like a free free crazy cat nw..meow...meow...meow...
gota pack my table man..if someone sees they might say wow..got typhoon ar? y so messy man!...yah..but i wont do it nw...shall do it tmr...all i wan nw is a goooooodddddd relaxing bath!! then zzzzzzzzzzz ....i cant believe it..i've got eyebag...*PANDA EYES*..*sobsob*..NO!...i cant let tis happen!! so i nd ZZZ...anyways..i really nd it..cos my eyes v pain nw=_="""
*sob*..cant find my mickey mouse bag..
ok..i gotta go book my tix for tmr..then xiang xiang liao...
ja ne~

whoOpie..juz got back for bournemoutH~...yup..v diff town frm london..ok..tat's obvious..cos it's so much quieter..n the air is much fresher...so went to my fren's place...she made one of my fav dish! ! so yummie..and we didnt slp the whole of last nite=_=!! (nw panda eyes) first..we had dinner...then after that went play pool..till 2++ went back to her place...watch vcds...at 6am:S she fried chicken drumstick for breakfast..omg..so yummY!..BUT SO FATTENING...go to her place really cfm...get fat siah...after movie we play games..those super mario wahah...the v 1st generation of nitendo~~~...haha..so many games..play until siao siaH!...then all the way...till nw i'm back here at home....still slpy n dreaming..n the worst thing...it's freaking cold ...i tot it's not v cold ne! therefore didnt bring the coat...*regret* when i stepped out of the building..cos if i came back to get the coat..then i guess i'll miss the coach...cos i still gotta find the place la.. sigh! ok la..i think me gotta go stone for a long while liao hahaha

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yah la..as title describes the weather..v cold indeed! v!...
i'm checking the weather forecast ..n it says...nw it's 7c...
n tmr will be -1 to 6 cloudy ..sunny intervals...oo..freezing!! here's my good excuse to get a new coat..YEAH!...but see hw la..hahaha...so many dunno which one to get hahah..n tat's y i always end up not getting them ..cos so many i wanna get.....so dear pals..dun always think i've got lots of coat...juz cos i say i wanna get them...i say wanna..but i havent..so sad rite..aiY!o...
so today is a homey day for me..wanted ! wanted to go out..but didnt..cos lack of slp previous nites..so i slpt in today by the time i got up..i'm like..hmm..forget it..by the time i'm ready to go out..the sky will be completely dark alread!Y..so forget it...
so another lazy daY~...

誰令你心動 ?

一個前輩的生日快到了，妳和好朋友決定一起送他一條領帶當禮物. 到了買領帶的地方，妳和朋友一直拿不定主意該挑選哪一種領帶才適合。突然間，妳看見一個帥哥也在挑選領帶 ; 因為他正好是妳所欣賞的類型，妳便不由自主地注意起他的舉動。妳發現他似乎也正為了不知道如何選擇而煩惱著。妳認為他適合什麼色系的領帶？


a. 藍色系的領帶
b. 綠色系的領帶
c. 黑色或和白色系的領帶
d. 紅色或橘色系的領帶
測驗分析

選擇藍色系領帶的人：

妳所喜歡的對象是那種誠實、開朗、率直、形象端正的男性 ; 就是那種中古時代有著騎士精神的「鐵血英雄」。妳希望對方必須「帶得出去」，而且會讓身旁的異性既羨慕又嫉妒 ; 這樣妳和他交往才比較安心。


選擇綠色系領帶的人：

妳所喜歡的對象是體貼、穩重、成熟、有包容性的男性 ; 坦白說，其實妳有些「戀父情結」吧！可以讓妳任性撒嬌，就算妳耍耍大小姐脾氣也不生氣，而且還會溫柔地哄妳、寵妳 ; 這樣的他是妳夢想中對象。


選擇黑色或和白色系領帶的人：

妳所喜歡的是那種細心，有自己的專才並且會考慮到現實狀況的人，就是所謂的「新好男人」。外表看來或許平凡，也沒有救國救民的遠大志向，但按部就班、踏實努力才是幸福的保證，不是嗎？


選擇紅色系或橘色系領帶的人：

有人說「男人不壞，女人不愛」這句話未必正確，但妳就是喜歡有些壞壞的男性，就是那種會對妳展開積極攻勢、熱情洋溢的人。妳認為愛情「只在乎曾經擁有」; 其實妳所追求的是一段刺激熱情的戀情吧！


沒想到﹗﹗ 被我朋友說中了...就是“男人不壞..女人不愛” 的男人~。。。