there's a ladybird in the car!!

it brings luck that's what he said.

 

i'm doing the final packing now! i just realised how much rubbish there is!! now i've got 3 bags full of trash to dump! actuallY! yeah..nvm..wellz n my luaggage is full again! hmm not thinking wat to do ! haha!...tell me what to do~? hhmm *think*..anyways!...i'm sleepy...4++ ..maybe i should go zzz for few hrs ..get up n think ..yeah ..now i'm thinking..alrite! ...that's it!..*decided*

i fucking hate to pack! that's all i wanna say NOW!

yeah hey!...its abt 7 in the evening..raining..

after a week or so of intense heat...plus non aircon buses and underground...it's hell !!!...its boil hot in the tubes..bueses are the moveable sauna room...

FINALLY rain is here including thunder lightning which i havent seen for ages...i'll getting scare of them...once i'm so used to it..cos we have it so much in singapore..then after yrs of being here n aus..i dont know why..but  now the lightning n thunder scares me a little. the news claims that there'll be thunderstorm ...oh..n hailstorm (mind that golf size -_-""" plus tornados..gosh..but luckily i'm home now...hope there wont be any golf size hails coming down..n tornados ...really, i cant imagine if i'm hit by a golf ball w speed of 65 mph....OUCH..*balugu*? anyways!...

okie...i'll be leaving soon..sigh!..sometimes i dont feel like going back...one. cos got to find job, two, cos its HOT!, three, i'll be missing all those other seasons i like.. ...like winter:D..i belong to south pole..ok anywhere w snow  n eskimo...that should be my life..hahha...ok so four..singapore is a place for vacation..at least for me..dont ask me why i feel that way cos i dunno how to explain it to u ...thou i'm v clear why...blah blah blah...as it goes on...

okie...thats for today! so hope nxt wk wont be so hot..plus it wont rain!..juz nice cool breeze will be good:D...

will be back again some other day...

You sheltered me from harm.
Kept me warm, kept me warm
You gave my life to me
Set me free, set me free
The finest years I ever knew
Were all the years I had with you

I would give anything I own,
Give up me life, my heart, my home.
I would give everything I own,
Just to have you back again.

You taught me how to love,
What it’s of, what it’s of.
You never said too much,
But still you showed the way,
And I knew from watching you.
Nobody else could ever know
The part of me that can’t let go.

I would give anything I own,
Give up me life, my heart, my home.
I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again.

Is there someone you know,
You’re loving them so,
But taking them all for granted.
You may lose them one day,
Someone takes them away,
And they don’t hear the words you long to say

I would give anything I own,
Give up me life, my heart, my home.
I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again.

another 2 wks!! pack pack pack i hate packing ... gotta arrange for the ppl come to collect my stuff n all ..

i juz realised that aint much time left...sigh suddenly dun feel like leaving anymore ..one cos i have to pack ..two..cos haha i simply love the weather here..three..i'm getting so used to the life here or perhaps not used to life in sg ...or maybe i'll get up to it again when i'm back ...i'm juz missing my family n frenz n food back there..other than there i guess sometimes there's no point going back....but again there's no point going anywhere if there's no one there haha..being lame. anyways...i hate packing...haha...i havent even started..BUT i've got those boxes..its a good start after all. sigh!...how to pack..wat to pack...anybody wanna help me to pack?! haha

recently i'm down w this slpy symptoms ..haha..always slpy! always slping..even if i'm not tired..sigH! the comfy bed and!! that comfy thick blanket:D! haha w this kinda blanky..it's hard to leave the bed haha..

yeah and that lyrics...everything burns...yeah heard it on tv few days ago~..:D quite nice so tot i might as well put the lyrics here b4 i forgot abt this song..anyways he's formerly frm evanescene...:D!! i've yet to get their cd...i'll get it SOON...hahhaa..maybe go back then get..haha..cheaper..haha..anyways! and as for Ben's album maybe...will listen to the other songs first... haha...this song is also for the upcoming movie fantastic four~..heee...

Everything Burns - Ben Moody feat. Anastacia

She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone astray
But she will sing

Til everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this faith
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all done
As my anger reigns
Til everything burns

Ooh, oh

Walking through life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their masquerade
No one sees her there
And still she sings

Til everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this faith
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns

Til everything burns
Everything burns
(Everything burns)
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
(All fade away)
Everyone screams
Everyone screams
(Watching it all fade away)
Oooh, ooh
(While everyone screams)
Burning down lies
Burning my dreams
(All of this faith)
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Til everything burns
(Everything burns)
Watching it all fade away
(Oooh, ooh)
(Everything burns)
Watching it all fade away

10 years ago~thats when i first heard of phantom of the opera..from choir..still remember that lunch preformance at shell tower(issit?)...*think of me...*...and 14may was when i first watched the musical phantom of the opera!! i love it since then..10 years later ..ie 2 days ago(7jun)..i went for the matinee show at majesty theatre...its still as good as before!! n perhaps its even better cos of the effects!! tsktsk! maybe 10 years later i must watch it again!...

9jun @ 230pm..prince edward theatre...mary poppins!!..:D!! supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!..n the cherry tree lane..i see why i love musical~ its the singing, acting, the stage presentations effectssss..

<--look at this face~..satisfied ..nxt one one..maybe the woman in white, mamma mia, lion king, chitty chitty bang bang~...:D!!!sigh..so many more..how to watch~?...

anyways..i'll be back end of this mth..so now is all the packing n arranging! enough of packing..i'm tired of packing..ever since 2001..i've been packing packing n packing every yr i gotta pack pack pack..i wish nxt time i dun nd to pack ..juz go on a plane w my passport..ONLY!..not even a bag! juz me n passport..hahahahhaha...wahwahwahwahwah

sigh!...ok thats abt it...my mom's going to nag at me once i'm back *stress*

我想說這次再

讓我變固執

容許我在叛逆...

other than the heat of summer..i hate those insect n flie...

it so hot so i nd to open the window..but insect will come in ..and they are not like the normal mosquito or watever flies ...

i remember in syd...when summer comes u see hseflies everywhere

then here we have hseflies too, but not so bad compared to aus..

but there's all kinda insects like...i dunno what i just killed!!

freaked me out man! i'm now wondering what i juz killed..issit a spider ? or ...fly? long legs..but looks like its got wings..i dunno n i dun care...no i didnt dare to kill it w my hands..i threw a book over ...was on the wall..fuck la ..tat stoopid thing scare the hell out of me ..arghghghgh...

so what happened as the book is flying towards that thing.smashed...both fell onto the floor...damn..then i was wondering who should i do? issit died..issit on the floor...huh..how ..die la..how ..so i looked..oo..there..certified...then yah..how leave it there? NO WAY!...then how ..vacumn it ..NO WAY i dun wanna leave that in the vacumn..eekz...but then how? ...then the end..i put on those gloves...took whole load of kitchen towel(the tissue la) then readY! ..i tot i could do it...then stood there...tot to myself....muz i do this? ...eeks ....so ready..got closer to it..reach over ...ahHHHH....

no i cant...took smthing *poke poke that thing..to see if its still alive*..ok its dead..stiLL!...eeks..

after 1? 2? mins ...which seems like forever to me~~...i was there..contemplating..do it..no no ..do it..nononono..quick la..NO! la ...

so finally...i did la..NO CHOICE....n now i'm paranoid that there might be some others somewhere else.....gosh how am i to slp like tat ....ahH!H

so tmr i MUST da shao chu!!!

eeekk!K!.....

hope i'm just being a paranoid bitch! ...i'll rather be that ...than to have them in my hse...HELP ME~~~

today, HOT!! sunny day (29c)

i realised how much i hated summer.

so sometimes i wonder !!! HOW on earth did i manage to even do all those PE lessons or even how on earth did i manage to survive in that hot tropical courtry that's 30+c whole year round.

never during winter or autumn or spring will i say: " o...i miss summer" no that will never be my line.

one result i dun like to go back to sg is because of its natural sauna...

the other good thing about summer is u can go out in shorts, slippers sandles...w sunglasses, go to the beach see all the nice tanned bods.. chio bus...but other that eee...i cant imagine going out shopping n feeling sticky from head to toes...ahhh.....

and i think those buses and underground in london, they should have aircon! erm not for winter ...but for SUMMER...its so warm...a man made sauna...i mean ppl here dun have to go to gym for sauna..u just nd to get onto the bus or tube. when u get off..promise 3pds off man! i heard a msg  in the station, something like, if u feel unwell pls get off at the nxt station and ask for help...i hear this last yr also in summer... there now u can imagine how warm it is!...

ok..i miss winter...